Hopes, Feelings and Fear

Another monday is coming. Another week is starting. I dont know if it's good or if I'll have bad things during this time. Every week, I've been fighting against myself, against my fears, or against some feelings that I've had inside me.

There are many ways to handle about things and I don't know if I've done all the right choices. Sometimes, some things hurt me. Sometimes, I realize I'm thinking about things/people/places/feelings that I wanna forget. Just closing my eyes have not been enough for me. I've tried to find an escape, something to help me to decrease these bad ass feelings, taking 'em off of my mind. I must do good things for me, I must feel myself stronger than before. I am strong, I just need something or somewhere to restart.