I swear to God, I will

Tonight, I dreamt about you, and once again I didn't want to wake up. Was good seeing you by my side again. Was good seeing your eyes looking directly in me. Was good seeing your smile, feeling that love we've usually had before.

I can't refuse that I still miss you. That's a thing hurting me, but today it's better than 2 months ago. Today I can walk without thinking of you or of us together. Nowadays, I just want develop my stuff and see the world through my own eyes, only.

I swear to God, I'll forget you and I'll survive. I still thinking of you because different from you, I really loved you and this love still meaning something to me. Although my heart's still bleeding and thinking of you is a thing that I don't wanna do; I know  it's gonna over soon.

I'm gonna be okay again, in my own 100%!